I am so congested. I can barely breathe. Sleeping at night is the worst. I need some damn relief! Oh gosh. I blow my nose like every freaking 3-5 minutes and I'm scared I'm hurting the baby. Ugh...I think I'm almost over it though. I just hope I don't develop a cough like Franny and Mya. I haven't been able to take care of Mya at all since I've gotten sick. That God for the help of the Grandparents! I've only carried her about two times since sunday, but I had to look away from her. I miss holding her and it sucks that I can't soothe her when I know she's so sick too. How sad. I think she's pissed off at me for being distant. Luckily she has the flying kiss down so at night we do that instead of a real kiss before bedtime.
Today is my ob appt. They better tell me if I'm dialated. It sucks how they don't check you like Kaiser does. And because of the scare they gave us last week, we better get another non-stress test done today. I don't know. Dr. S is really starting to piss me off just like he did two years ago when the whole endo thing happened. Or...I could just be really impatient and irritated preggy lady right now. Probably both. That's what lack of sleep does to a girl!
Oh, Cheryl gave birth wednesday night at 10pm to baby girl Ciera (hope i spelled that right). Stats to follow! =)