Thursday, August 26, 2004
Went through one of those phases again. Blogged frequently, then all of a sudden, just stopped. Maybe I just haven't had anything to say.
I was a little sad over the last few weeks because something happened to Franny and I. Well, it was just sad. I haven't even talked about it with anyone except Franny and AC. I couldn't talk about it because I would always start crying when I tried to. I am a really tough person, but even that just made me break down. Anyways, I'm not going to really get into it, but let's just say that our one wish finally did come true but couldn't stay. We would get sad news and then would have hope, then have sad news again, and eventually the sad news won. So, it's been a crazy rollercoaster ride. And it has been very hard for us to recover, but we are trying our best. And finally after this short healing time, we are finally back to normal. Well, not really. But almost there. People that are close to us knows what this all means, so I don't have to spell it out, and we already decided that it is best to move on from this point on. So, we would rather not discuss this further.
On a brighter note, Franny and I took Brady to Chuck E. Cheese. It was fun. We went all over playing a bunch of different games. I love ski-ball. That kid cracks me up. He was really well-behaved the entire time. He seemed to like his Thomas the Train present, too.
We also went shopping and I got a few things, but didn't get stuff from Kenneth Cole even though I wanted to so badly! I love their clothes. It's probably my favorite brand right now. Oh, also talked to Jenn on the phone about wedding stuff. She was hella making me laugh about something. Haha. It still makes me laugh when I think about it. Her wedding is coming up really soon, so she's so nervous. It's cute. LOL.
Yesterday, I went to a doc's appointment with a friend who has been having a really bad rash all over his body for the past three weeks. No, it's not contagious. The doc at Kaiser couldn't tell him what he had. He absolutely did not know. He did say that it was not chicken pox or measles. I thought he was an idiot, especially since my friend had visited this doctor previously and the condition seemed to have gotten worse. Anyhow, I'm no doctor and I have never seen anything like this, but I just had a hunch that it was psorasis or something like that. Well, guess what? My friend calls me today and tells me that he/she had spoken to his/her sister about the problem and apparently she had had the same thing happen to her a couple of months back. Her dermatologist told her it was psorasis. How weird. I was right. And it only makes sense because psorasis is a genetic condition. Well, my friend feels much better now.
But it just got me thinking about how some doctors are just plain awful. And in a brief moment, I had wished I had gone into medicine so that I can make up for some of the idiots in the medical field today. My parents had always wanted me to go into medicine, but I think out of spite, I didn't do it. I think I would have been a really good doctor though. I love solving puzzles and just have that ache to always know as much as I can about a particular disease or disorder. I guess that's why I liked science so darn much. Technically, I can still be a doctor if I want. I just have to study for the exam and apply for a medical school. So, the question is, if I did decide to go into medicine, what kind of doctor would I want to be? Hmm. Definitely a Reproductive Endocrinologist. Gosh, that's so easy. I can practically be one right now. I just wouldn't have the degree.
Today, I have been brushing up on my flash skills. I am adding some stuff to Franny's site and want it to be flash. I'm totally re-doing some of his sites because I have been half-a**ing his stuff lately since I haven't had a lot of time to focus on it completely. Will get it together though. I have also created another website about poetry. It's called My Azalea.
I was a little sad over the last few weeks because something happened to Franny and I. Well, it was just sad. I haven't even talked about it with anyone except Franny and AC. I couldn't talk about it because I would always start crying when I tried to. I am a really tough person, but even that just made me break down. Anyways, I'm not going to really get into it, but let's just say that our one wish finally did come true but couldn't stay. We would get sad news and then would have hope, then have sad news again, and eventually the sad news won. So, it's been a crazy rollercoaster ride. And it has been very hard for us to recover, but we are trying our best. And finally after this short healing time, we are finally back to normal. Well, not really. But almost there. People that are close to us knows what this all means, so I don't have to spell it out, and we already decided that it is best to move on from this point on. So, we would rather not discuss this further.
On a brighter note, Franny and I took Brady to Chuck E. Cheese. It was fun. We went all over playing a bunch of different games. I love ski-ball. That kid cracks me up. He was really well-behaved the entire time. He seemed to like his Thomas the Train present, too.
We also went shopping and I got a few things, but didn't get stuff from Kenneth Cole even though I wanted to so badly! I love their clothes. It's probably my favorite brand right now. Oh, also talked to Jenn on the phone about wedding stuff. She was hella making me laugh about something. Haha. It still makes me laugh when I think about it. Her wedding is coming up really soon, so she's so nervous. It's cute. LOL.
Yesterday, I went to a doc's appointment with a friend who has been having a really bad rash all over his body for the past three weeks. No, it's not contagious. The doc at Kaiser couldn't tell him what he had. He absolutely did not know. He did say that it was not chicken pox or measles. I thought he was an idiot, especially since my friend had visited this doctor previously and the condition seemed to have gotten worse. Anyhow, I'm no doctor and I have never seen anything like this, but I just had a hunch that it was psorasis or something like that. Well, guess what? My friend calls me today and tells me that he/she had spoken to his/her sister about the problem and apparently she had had the same thing happen to her a couple of months back. Her dermatologist told her it was psorasis. How weird. I was right. And it only makes sense because psorasis is a genetic condition. Well, my friend feels much better now.
But it just got me thinking about how some doctors are just plain awful. And in a brief moment, I had wished I had gone into medicine so that I can make up for some of the idiots in the medical field today. My parents had always wanted me to go into medicine, but I think out of spite, I didn't do it. I think I would have been a really good doctor though. I love solving puzzles and just have that ache to always know as much as I can about a particular disease or disorder. I guess that's why I liked science so darn much. Technically, I can still be a doctor if I want. I just have to study for the exam and apply for a medical school. So, the question is, if I did decide to go into medicine, what kind of doctor would I want to be? Hmm. Definitely a Reproductive Endocrinologist. Gosh, that's so easy. I can practically be one right now. I just wouldn't have the degree.
Today, I have been brushing up on my flash skills. I am adding some stuff to Franny's site and want it to be flash. I'm totally re-doing some of his sites because I have been half-a**ing his stuff lately since I haven't had a lot of time to focus on it completely. Will get it together though. I have also created another website about poetry. It's called My Azalea.
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