Goodbye Blog
Saying goodbye to anything isn't easy. Especially since for a long minute I had poured my whole heart and soul out into this blog. Strangers got a glimpse into the heartbreak and joy of my life, and all the struggles that came with it. But it's time to say goodbye and start anew. This will be my last post here, but you can still find me at my www.joannemarie.com website, which has also gone through quite a renovation. No more photo gallery, chatroom, about me section, link page, etc. The forum was the only thing I decided to keep, but even that I am considering getting rid of. It is a cleansing period in my life and I'm trying to rid myself of the useless clutter that surrounds me - online and in reality.
So have a great day and if I
actually know you, I'll see you around soon.
Update
Last friday, I was not dialated at all. Went in for a routine exam today and I am now 1cm dialated. Doc said I am "soft" and all that good stuff, but who knows when I will actually deliver. I am getting restless. I want to deliver my baby already...even though I am scared as heck!!! I was really worried about the baby's weight because I am pretty small and my measurements haven't really been correlating well with my weeks (ever since 36 weeks), but they assurred me that I probably have a 6 or 7lb. baby in my tummy, which is average size. They said when the baby drops in the last few weeks of pregnancy, the measurements don't really matter that much. And after feeling your belly, they can tell if the baby is not a good size. Well, after feeling mine, they said I am carrying the baby very compactly and that my tummy is ALL baby. Hahah. The doc even said that he doesn't think I'll have any excess fat in there after the baby comes out. Cool! But i'll still have to somehow get the fat off my face, arms, butt, and legs. LOL. Because I'm due in 6 days, they ordered another non-stress test on Monday. I hope everything is okay. And then I have my routine appointment next friday...if I don't give birth by then. When do you all think I will give birth? This week, next week, or thanksgiving week???
I am getting a little worried because Franny has another type of cold or something and what if Mya and I get it again? We just got over the one sickness...and I'm not even completely over it yet. Mya's still coughing a bit, too. I don't want to be sick while in labor! =( And everyone seems to be sick.........his mom and dad, my mom, franny, ac, etc.
I'm off...Lost is going to start soon. I can't wait. =)